So much has been happening yet I haven't been writing any of it down... which I find is quite strange considering I used to blog like every day just one year ago. Well, here I am now. Though I can't really think about much to say.
Firstly, I'm tired. Mostly because of the lack of sleep. People are always saying how hard University is compared to high school and stuff, and I mostly disagree... because (so far) everything's been smooth sailing and easy. The only REAL trouble is time management, which for me, means doing everything the night before. Literally everything. From assignments to studying for exams.... even if I have an entire day off, I tend not to start until like 10pm then study/assignment like crazy until the early hours of the morning.
Hence the tiredness.
Luckily for me, I have three assignments which I should be getting done tonight and over the weekend. I shan't bore you with details, but suffice it to say that I'm not looking forward to it.
But anyway, what else has happened since I stopped blogging? I've started reading again!!! It's been a long while since that happened.. because I stopped regularly reading things from like... year 4? And it's only started again now... but it's never too late. The book I'm reading now is called "The Schumann Frequency", which I picked up at Basement Books (right outside Central Station) for $9, is quite fantastic. Not fantastic in the English technique-y sense, but you know.... entertaining and stuff.
What else has been happening? I'm seriously spending so much money, I don't know where it's all going. I find it hard to believe that I spend about $200 a week, considering I do nothing but go to Uni, basically, but meh. Just another reason why you should try out for BAcc - so you too can spend lots and lots of money meaninglessly =D
Actually that is true. I've always got things I want to buy... I bought a computer like 2 weeks ago and now I want a laptop, though chances are I'm going to get an MSI Wind (google it if you feel interested). Yeah I'm slightly materialistic... but meh.
Other stuff? It occurred to me that there are times when I do get angry. Quite angry in fact. Just today I happened to be discussing with a few friends of mine how they've never seen me angry. Which is probably a good thing. But then again there's nothing to be angry about. The only thing that really makes my blood boil are my parents attempts to shatter my beliefs and world views... and it's really infuriating. I don't think they really understand how painful it is to constantly hear about how the way you see the world is wrong. Though I'll never show I'm angry. You sort of just.. agree with them and drop the topic as soon as possible =D
Which brings up another thing. Quite recently, I've decided to suppress many emotions that I've been having. No real reason for it, except that there are some things I'd rather not deal with at this point in my life. Maybe down the track I might bother looking back at things, and I'll probably regret it, but I guess that's part of the whole learning-while-doing thing. Let me shatter my own world view and not just have my parents shatter it for me from their experiences.
Besides that, nothing much has changed. Sure, Uni and life in general seem to be moving at a blindingly fast pace, and in under 2 months I'm going to be wearing a suit 5 days a week, working what will most likely be 8am-6pm hours, pretending to be an accountant. End of semester assessments are just around the corner and I am yet to do anything about it. Nonetheless, I hope I'll understand everything the day before the exam... but we'll see. We'll see.
I guess I'll wrap up this random crap that I've been going on about. Life is good. Yeah, that's basically it.
PS: Xanga layouts changed again... it's slowly getting more and more confusing to use...
--- Mendoza.
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